New disease

by Spineshank

Now I can take this, everything I know
Realize that i'm nothing I wanted to be
I can never change anything I've done
Because it's the only thing I have left
Blame yourself again for what I didn't do
Never even knew it was coming from me
It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come
Because I have gone too far now

{Refrain:}
Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Is this all worth what this has done to me
Watered down my senses and turned them on me
F**k morality and everything I know
If I didn't hate this than I couldn't cope
Impersonate myself for what I used to be
Denial is all that's left now

Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease  2X

Seething in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me doubt
Did I ever want this?
It's all I could've been, it's all I would've been doubt
Did I ever want this?
It's all i've ever been, it's all i'l ever be
Seething in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me
{au Refrain}