When it doesn't matter

I´m everything
You never wanted
Why does it mean so much to you?
I´m walking away
I´m not begging you
To please let me stay

You wanna take a picture
So you´ll remember
Me standing by this open door
Does it make any better?
If you tell yourself
I never wanted to go

{Chorus:}
Should I say that we should still be friends
Should I cry, or should I just pretend
But it´s killing me, and I don´t want you to leave
Should I make you think I suffered
When it doesn´t matter

You try to figure out
Why I said nothing
When you told me
It´s over now
Why are* you believing
That my smile is only here
To hide the pain (oh yeah)

{Chorus:}
(When it doesn´t matter.. ohhh)

I´m tried of happily ever after ending
I´m tried of make believe heroes
I´m tired of taking back what I´ve given
I´m tired of waking up here*

And it´s killing me, and I don´t want you to leave
Should I make you think I suffered (suffered)

{repeat Chorus}

I´m tried of happily ever after ending
I´m tried of make believe heroes
I´m tired of taking back what I´ve given
I´m tired of waking up here*
I´m tried of wanting you