Surprise surprise

Surprise surprise
I told you lies
I thought the truth would set you free
Surprise surprise
It isn´t all as it seems
But who knew you´d wake up from your dreams

If I told you myself
Could´ve saved you the hell
Now look who´s sorry
God I´m so sorry
It was never the right time
I guess it´s do or die

{Refrain:}
Just when you think you´ve got me figured out
Just when you think you know me well
Baby you´ve barely even broke the ice
My river runs wild and you´re not in sight
But you´re closer than you were tonight

I´m a chameleon
And every spot´s hiding my scars
But I will survive
´Cause I´ll only let you in
When I can be sure of who you are

You can call it a game
But it´s me playing safe
And God I´m so sorry
I´m just so sorry
What can I say
It´s hard trying to stay alive

{au Refrain}

And it´s in your eyes
That it´s all or nothing
What I can´t disguise
Is that you´re on to something
If I let myself go
Will you still want me
Will I be enough
The fear of that hunts me
´Cause what if you walk away

{au Refrain}